yes, i have MBA! so?

tajuk entri yang xboleh blah
berlagak la oiii!!
hhahahahaha
ok back to story
aku ada MBA
dah lama pun grad
2011 with Sultan Mizan
last sebelum tukar Agong
and aku rasa, nowadays
ramai dah orang ada master
xkisah la IN apa kan
and having master, bukan bererti
perlu berlagak
perlu bagitau semua orang
perlu sebut hari hari
kalau camtu,
baik gantung ke sijil master tu kat dada
jalan sane sini tunjuk
oowh plesssss la
so not me!

tapi bila ade my students
argue, cam xpercaya
xkan aku nak kena bawak gambar konvo tunjuk
or bawak assignment semua dulu
or tunjuk kad matrik muke suci tu
dem!
yes aku muda
if im not disclose my real age
doesnt mean im not qualify to teach you?
young and having master is not a crime ok

owh anak-anak, perjalanan anda masih jauh
zaman aku degree dulu kenapa aku xpernah pun
nak question umur lecturer yang mengajar
umur bila die ade master
umur bila die dapat phd
umur bile die dapat professor
because we are busy STUDY
not arguing this nonsense things
*SIGH*














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on my 17 birthday, aku dah dalam first semester diploma
on my 20 birthday, aku dah first semester degree...baru lepas konvo diploma beberapa bulan sebelum tu
on my 22 birthday, aku tgh first semester master...baru lepas konvo degree beberapa bulan sebelum tu
on my 23 birthday, aku dok pulun wat last thesis master, final semester dah....
so aku konvo master with Agung waktu aku belum pun genap 24! puas hati???

menabung amalan mulia

assalamualaikum

hari ini tak nak luahan hati sangat lah
nak bagi tau je yang
saya telah mula cut budget makan sehari di office
10 hengget sahaja!
di kl sentral, 10 hengget tu sedey ok utk mkn!
tp sy kena nekad
sebab this year plan holiday dah tersusun
penuh
early mac
bandung dengan family
mid april
bali dengan geng holiday
early oktober
tawau-mabul dengan geng holiday
itu semua bermakna duit ye
duit masuk
duit keluar
kena pastikan yang keluar tak banyak
walaupun kerja tengah banyak
nak audit lagi
sorry to say
i need my life too!






*mama nk suh aku ikot along g china around mac utk borong brg nk jual-along dh stat bisnes brg china(ni seriously, mama kene taja! mampos kalo x)*

beribu sesalan aku

luahan hati

ada student aku datang jumpa
minggu lepas nak berhenti belajar
alasan
tak boleh bawa
aku pujuk
pujuk
pujuk
saiko!
tak jalan juga
kecewa aku....

hidup tak pernah mudah untuk siapa-siapa pun
hebat mana pun kita
akan ada perkara yang susah kita nak terima
tapi tetap kena hadap

mengalah sebelum mencuba
itu kegagalan besar aku rasa
sesalan itu akan datang
kalau bukan sekarang
suatu hari nanti
masa takkan kembali
poket doremon tu menyedap cerita je
laci masa dalam bilik nobita tu khayalan

kita hidup di alam nyata


*tringat lagu beribu sesalan*

hari ini

hari ini ahad
aku dekat office
bekerja maksudnya mengajar
exhausted

semalam sabtu
juga aku dekat office
juga mengajar

kelmarin jumaat
aku dekat msu
ber musical aerobic bersama students
gedik panas berpeluh
exhausted teramat

sebelum kelmarin, khamis
aku dekat msu lagi
ber musical aerobic bersama students
gigih kepanasan stress
penat

esok isnin
aku akan masuk office
bekerja pengajar juga
mood belum dijangka
berusaha

perbezaaa?
aku bekerja sampai xtau weekend and weekday

APAKAH INI SEMUA???

::luahan hati part 2::

assalamualaikum
luahan hati part 2 dalam minggu yang sama
apakah????
teruk sangat dah ke hidup aku
sampai nak kene wat luahan part 2
haaaiiihhhhh
al-kisahnya
office aku dah tukar management
dah tukar big boss
dah tukar small boss
balaci xkan betukar
or mungkin bakal juga
sebab baru tukar
kerja kitorang adalah meeting
meeting
meeting
dan meeting lagi
ha nampak x banyak nya word meeting tu
sebanyak itu la meeting nya
bosan
bila each meeting akan ulang benda sama
lagi la stress
macam xde keje lain lak kan
mengajar ke mana
buat soalan final lagi
kuiz student
assignment lagi
consultation lagi
diri sendiri lagi......

kurang kasih sayang

::luahan hati hari ini::

assalamualaikum

lama dh x buat sesi meluah perasaan dekat sini

tapi since arini aku cam tengah cari lagi mood nak buat kerja yang baru datang separuh jalan

elok la aku mengarang kat sini dlu

monday blues

dah lame x rasa sebab selalu isnin aku banyak class or cuti kalau mengajar sabtu

tapi ni clas sabtu belum start so aku kene kerja isnin tanpa ade sebarang class

so jadila hari isnin untuk buat nota

yess buat nota

kerja yang aku suka kalau nota tu subjek yang aku suka

subjek yang jadi passion aku

international marketing

organizational behavior

1 bab sehari aku boleh hadap waktu dalam lrt

tapi bila subjek yang aku xpenah belajar

aku xpernah suka

compensation and benefit

pampasan dan faedah

subjek baru yang aku dapat sem ni

text book harus dalam english

silibus yang di beri xsama dengan text book yang aku dapat

textbook yang sama silibus baru sampai

tu pun lepas aku google sane sini

google translate

mende yang aku xsuka sebenarnya

tapi bila baca and paham kan mende baru

google translate jadi page wajib aku bukak

aku dh potostet nota semua bab

tapi nak baca sebelum buat nota tu yang x lalu

nak kene paham

nak kene translate

nak kene keluarkan isi penting
nak kene buat nota dlm BM utk student

dan

nak kene paham kan student aku lak dalam class nanti

salah ajar nanti susah lak

rasa besalah

rasa macam xberguna

rasa makan gaji xberkat

haaaiihhhh

*and harini badan cm rasa x sedap..apakah??*

::my 2012 Birthday::

assalamuailaikum

ok ni obviously post utk bulan september, the month that i born

this year, aku dah jadi lecturer, n hari birthday aku jatuh hari clas, monday

so aku dpt 2 suprise dr student, 1 dari housemate

so the first suprise from student2 seminar aku, 

dierang memg hebat sebab bejaya memainkan perasaan aku 

dari pagi konon ada xpuas hati post mortem minggu sebelum nya tu.

tp since, aku ade clas dari pagi, aku janji dgn dierang, ptg nanti jumpa utk settle kan.

and, in between tu, asal terserempak dgn dierang, mest semua wat muke xpuas hati dgn each other and macam emo...aku harus la dah fikir macam-macam kan...

so ptg tu, dierg ckp nak jumpa dekat class sebb dkat discussion room cam x private, then dapat la kek suprise ni..

tp aku dh nampak before dierang masuk bwk kek, sebb nampak bayang dekat cermin class.hehehe

so trus cam 'korang nehhhhhhhh'

*airmata wanita perkasa pn bergenang*

lilin die sgt sweet! aku simpan lg smpai skng...kek student wt sndiri lak tu :) *touch*

the, second suprise dari my mentee...

betol2 right away after first suprise, dierg panggil aku yang baru keluar sambut first besday,

 ckp ade kakak opis aku nak jumpe, since, tengah blur lagi..

aku ikut kan je, then masuk class lain, dalam gelap nampak lilin kek n most of my mentee :)

so dapat la kek kedua on that day n kad...

balik kerja, dengan kepenatan..haousemate aku gigih masak ayam kari.

first time, kat rumah sewa nak masak beriya

aku cam pelik, tapi sebab penat aku dok merengek dierang masak lambat'aku dah kebulur kan

housemate aku, iman and dani gigih masak lagi...

siap je makanan, linda @ anti, sampai untuk dinner skali n bawak kek neh lak!

so dapat la third suprise of the day

so sweet, mlm tu kitorang makan besar la kira

hehehehehe

so, thats just a story of my birthday this year

*feel so touched & blessed*

L.O.V.E

::pabila lecturer berposing::

assalamualaikum

semalam adalah hari register my students for new semeter..so ade di sediakn ala-ala booth untuk amik gambar..so mentor n mentee boleh la berposing2 kan..jadi untuk tidak mensia-siakan cameraman, walaupun cameraman adalah student gak, kami lecturer2 ni pun mari lah berposing sakan...hehehe

ni la akibat lecturer kesunyian dekat kolej student xde dah sebulan cuti..

ni half of my mentee...

^ SGT suke gambar atas neh! ^

luv tis one too !

kami memang pantang nampak kamera!

::tunang - tapi bukan aku::

tajuk entry dh cam tajuk lagu jiwang karat hahahahaha

ok, first pasal akak jiran meja aku kat opis tunang,

dekat taiping..so berombongan cik kiah la kami ke sane

tetiba balik TERsinggah genting!

::kami lecturer & kami konvo::

assalamualaikum

ha ni nak cite psl konvo, biasa nya kita akan konvo bila kita habis belajar kan..

tapi kami as a lecturer, ada konvo gak.hehehe

ni sume paal students convo, so kami pun kene sama turun meraikan n dok dalam hall tu setiap sesi ye

so layan kan gamba ye:

we look like common student who graduating right?? hehehehe

perasaan itu...

perasaan tu datang lagi
di waktu yang memang sudah di jangka
aku malas nak berkira
sebab dah tentu kene hadap jua
walau cuba di lupa
tapi harus di tempuh juga
membara
bukan teruja


sepatutnya teruja
untuk meninggalkan malaysia
tapi aku tak berdaya
perlu mengerah seluruh tenaga
sisa-sisa yang ada


berat untuk di biarkan
apatah lagi di lepaskan
bukan mintak yang bukan-bukan
cuma sebagai penghilang tertekan....

::dear KTM::

dear ktm, 


we have know each other since we so young.


we go many places together.


we shared all the happiness n joy.


all the trouble and sadness.


even i tell the good story about u...


i promote the best things about u...


never forget u...


but now, 


i guess many things change.


as time change.


i proud of the new u.


the discount rate.


really...


but only thing i ask, cant u just being punctual???


because u the only one i got...

saya masih wujud

assalamualaikum...


saya masih wujud
masih benyawa lagi
masih setia menghadap cabaran dunia


cuma terkadang masa mengejar terlalu pantas
tidak sempat untuk saya berjalan sama
hanya pasrah dan terus redha


tapi dunia bukan sesuatu untuk di serah
perlukan usaha dan keberkatan
untuk terus menerus berjalan


masih cuba mencari kehidupan
hidup yang dulu pasti sudah tiada
apa yang ada kini memang pasti...

what they do...

assalamualaikum....

i had decide once that i would not post entry regarding my student or anything related to my employer etc since this will going public. it could be cause me trouble someday. but as my life nowadays more or less about working, so one or two entry with general issue should be ok.huhuhu...(hope nothing to be regret later.)

lastweek, i had been asked to help my colleagues invigilate. so this is my new experience on how examination runs here. as im more to my U system from diploma till master, im stick on same universities.huhu. so being a lcturer, the 2 hours of invigilate were killing me.Lol

the first 30 minutes where find, but after that, here come the boredness....i guess being at the student chair, answering the exam will make u nervous, scare etc but being an invigilate make u staring the clock/watch wishing it will kill the time faster...huhuhuhuu...

so as i sitting at the back of class, planning my life, thinking of what going to happen in future bla bla bla bla...then i stumble of something...

what students do during exam session when they blank or need to 'perah' all the ideas n notes that had been read a night before:


-stare at the wall in front of class like it will show the answer or all notes will came out from the wall..


-play with their blackheads / acne around their face. it is more like spontaneous action when one hand holding pen, and the other hand will find some other things to do also..hehehe

-staring at person in front back head. how his/her hair today. what were his/her wearing. and wishing that u can see what he/she answer sheet.huhu..


-re-organize your stationary like thousand time even u only use a pen. but all the stationery will be keep being organize and organize until they get new idea...

-last but not least, sleep. i would say, most guy do this, because girl feel that sleep is the last solution to be done or it may mess their make up.huhu

thats what i saw during 2 hours that almost make me fall asleep.hehehe..so i guess, if student feel lecturer are happy to torture u with quizzes and tests, we actually must do what need according to the system and it is not that fun to just sit and wait u all finish answering and then we need to read all the writing and marking it.huh! @-@

...first day...

assalamualaikum people...

now im freezing in my new work space.huhu..start from today onwards, im will begin my new life as a lecturer. business lecturer. so as today are my first day, this morning i just got my time table and subjects. so need to study and prepare lil bit for my first lecture moments.huhu..hope everything will be fine for Miss Bell :)

so since im stay in nilai now, so im just gonna use public transport - KTM train everyday. less cost but take more time since im not the one who can decide or control the transport.huhuhu.and this morning, my first experience taking the train, few things i learn:

• come early as u never no if it will delay or what.
• ready to smell varieties of new smell during your long journey.
• pack your things in backpack so it will easy for walk and standing since the chance of getting sit are very low.
• try to get in as fast as u can, so that, if u dont get a sit, u can find anything to hold on comfort and secure.
• buy a touch n go card which will make your life more easier. trust me! u dont need to counting/ waiting for money change while the train already arrive in the next platform where u need to climb stair!
• buy a small umbrella that u can keep it inside your bag for emergency cases.
• try to get in to the women coach, but if u cant make it, try to sit or stand beside any ladies in the coach so u will feel more secure.

so i guess that all i can remind all of u from my first day experience...hehehe...and for this evening, pray and hope that the train will be nice to me..hahaahahaha....

2012 IS COMING BABEEHHH

assalamualaikum...

hari ni dah 30 december..makna nya malam ni last tidur tahun 2011..esok tidur, bangun2 je dah alam lain..hehehe.alam 2012...ada beza sangat ke tahun apa pun? usia kita bertambah, nak tulis date belakang end dengan 12, orang sibuk nak kahwin date 12.12.12 pulak. tu je kot. nothing much actually. it is like an ordinary new day of life.

then, people always set new revolution, new mission for new year. as for me, im not that kind of person.

if u want to set new goal, tak semestinya, we need to wait for new year. new goal or new achieve in life could be start where ever we need to. so if u ask me what is my new revolution for 2012, im dont have specific list like others. i just planned my life according to what things happen daily and start to forecast or estimate what 2 months or 6 months from now i could be.

pic copy dari pakcik google je..

as for now, in few weeks im gonna start new job, it is a big change from what my daily job now. im not sure did i make a good decision or not. but as i said, im just planned for it as i got the offer and will wait till the day. hehehe

because im tired to have this specific revolution and then, people get frustrated by not achive it. and sometimes, they dont realize that their goal is to high for them. yes, we need to aim high. but then, it seems too high and impossible. As others make like that, they also want to have the same. funny right. but thats how people works.

so different peopl gonna have diferent method to continue their life. and i just continue what ever i had apply before and it may change when i think it is not applicable for me anymore.huhu..

so theres life goes from time to time.

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE :)

::Wedding - Deqwan & Dalili Michelle Wee (melodi)::

assalamualaikum

as seen in above picture, last sunday night mama n i went to

Deqwan & Michelle melodi wedding

or name islam die Dalili

at Duchess Place, Jalan Ampang.

we were invited since mama n Deqwan's mom (in the middle) are friends

back in Utusan long time ago.

her mom already pension, while mama will be next year :)

so here are their gang back that time. most of them retired already.

so they only catch-up once a while during wedding.

enough of the makcik2 story..now back to the main story.

the 'pengantin'



Jaclyn victor perform that night




fara fauzana n me :)




Iqram dinzly and me...
**pic that make most of my frens angry wit me.wink*wink**



so that all about the wedding.

my mom enjoy lepak2, chatting2 with her frens

n me love snap pic wit the celebs..hahahaha.

poyos!

like u never meet them before.*sigh*